December 15, 2011

A series of random thoughts

My trich isn't improving at all. It's so frustrating.

Although I love my life, I don't feel like being here anymore. Everything is too much. I'm trying to have faith that it'll be alright, but it keeps getting worse.

I had something important I wanted to blog about last night (6 hours ago) and now I can't remember.

I hate feeling like I'm not good enough to achieve my goals. I honestly don't know if I'll be at anyone's grad school after I graduate. I don't feel like I even deserve it.

Thank God that I am done with school for the year after tomorrow because I just want to sit around in my self-pity for a while.

I'll feel better after the new year, but for now I just need time to reevaluate my dreams and how I'm trying to reach them.

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